ALMOST-tamia

[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that’s to late
And how could I really mean the words I’m bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should’ve grabbed you up and never let you go
I should’ve went out with you
I should’ve made you my boo boy
Yes that’s one time I should’ve broke the rules
I should’ve went on a date
Should’ve found a way to escape
Should’ve turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real
And if it didn’t happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You’re all that I ever wanted
And you’re my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I’m in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)

Falling Out - Keyshia Cole

[verse 1 ]
Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated ‘cause what we had was a happy home.
I don’t know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss
we don’t talk no more it feels better when I’m alone

[pre-chorus:]
Sometimes I feel like there’s no getting through to you
like you don’t appreciate all that I do.
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
don’t turn & walk away

[chorus:]
baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don’t know what to do,
how did we end up here this way?
what are we gonna do?
I’m slowly falling out.. baby
we’re tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..

[verse 2]
I remember when, I’d be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed? —
now I don’t hear from you at all.
Yeah yeah yeah

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

[bridge]
don’t let your pride get in the way,
for something we worked so hard —
don’t throw it away
I’ve been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
Oh

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
oh

[repeat till end]

Early Deployment

fuck, what am i gonna do now? how am i suppose to feel? well, right about now i feel like shit. don’t get me wrong, im excited for you…but how am i suppose to feel for myself? =[

boyz 2 men- dreams

Here I am again, wondering if you’re okay
Can’t stop this troubled heart
Cuz we’re apart, miles away
Phone pressed up to my ear
Wish you were here, holding me
A face to go with your sweet voice
Will bring me joy, totally

I know I can’t be there
But baby it’s alright
I’ll be waiting for you, tonight
I pray that you’ll be there
When I close my eyes
Meet me in my dreams, tonight

One thing that never changes
No matter what
I can’t wait to see you
Can’t wait to feel you
And there’s a place of our own, where we can go
Nobody knows
I close my eyes real tight
And make love to you all night

I know I can’t be there
Baby it’s alright
I’ll be waiting for you, tonight
I pray that you’ll be there
When I close my eyes
Meet me in my dreams, tonight

I wish I may, I wish you might
Find some time when you sleep tonight
To think of me and I’ll appear before your eyes
It’s my paradise, your world
You are my heart, my life, my girl
Oh, can’t wait to go to sleep
Cuz there’s a possibility, you’ll meet me

Ohh, oh oh oh oh
Ohh yeah, oh yeah
I know...

I know I can’t be there
Baby it’s alright
I’ll be waiting for you, tonight
I pray that you’ll be there
When I close my eyes
Meet me in my dreams, tonight

I know I can’t be there
Baby it’s alright
I’ll be waiting for you, tonight
I pray that you’ll be there
When I close my eyes
Meet me in my dreams, tonight





--exactly how im feeling. i miss you peter<33



i miss SD already. PHB&lt;3

i miss SD already. PHB<3

i like the way he makes me feel inside. PHB<3

7days. SD bound!

SAN DIEGO

I don’t wanna let this one go..

EB: “why are you hating for?”

im sorry? uhhh.. i didn’t know i was hating? o.O

CHANGE

i need a change in my life. GOOD change. hmm…